its getting there…

my italian inspired nighty is on the way to being finished…

i gathers the pieces i had to gather…now i have to embroider it all fancy like…

i wanted to piece it together first just to give myself a rough idea of what it will look like…

im not too worried about it…i have a picture in my head and i am sure it will come out that way…and if not im fine with that too…

im so easy going…what ever it becomes it becomes…and if i can wear it on some sexy seductive night then all the better!

i cant wait to start doing this kind of stuff for a living…i think custom work would be even better…there is just too much mass produced stuff out there right now…its gross

the stress from class today is playing with my head and i cant seem to see straight…

you know when you find something out about someone you have known all your life…something that alters your view of them…but then eventually the shock wears off and you get over it…well the shock is not wearing off and i dont know why…

and the person i am talking about is not even hot boy…

i think the stress of things and all this craziness every 5 seconds is messing with my mind…misplaced anger much??? LORD (new fav. word) i is mental tonight…

i need a vacation desperatly…5 days left of school…

MUSIC – Matthew Good Band – Under The Influence

so last night was the first snow fall of the season and i was excited times a lot…i was sitting in bed smocking and i kept looking out my window every two seconds just to watch the snow…

i had this great plan that i would get up and everything would be white and snowy and then when we get to school we would all take pictures in the snow to commemorate the post for the first snow of the season…

except when i got to richmond there was no snow there…well very little…and it was more like raining ice ness…so i was sad and didnt take pictures of the snowness…and of course by the time i got home from school it was all melted like and not pretty anymore…

so INSTEAD i give you a picture from earlier this year…january sometime…when it snowed lots and lots and laura, araceli, and i were pretending we were part of an austin powers photo shoot having to dig like lemmings…

yea some of you may be thinking its JUST SNOW…but damn it here in vancouver its not an every day occurance so when it happens i get damn excited…except for all those people who dont know how to drive in it…but other then that…

Matt says:
looks like theres gonna be dead homless people tmw

baby im your man says:
its that cold out?

Matt says:
according to ctv

baby im your man says:
well i wouldn’t trust tamera taggert

Matt says:
i do

MUSIC – Sloan – People of the Sky

ok im hyper

it may have to do with the super goodness of the peppermint mocha i just had

SO GOOD

dario got a new fancy truck today and he took me for a spin

i didnt take pictures of it tho becuase it was dark and im the biggest dork ever

i was also on hyper mouth mode and would not shut up which is so not me…times ten

jay and silent bob were on degrassi tonight and i was loving it….silent bob was wearing a shirt with the number 37 on it…which i loved even more…THIRTYSEVEN…watch clerks people

i was really excited about degrassi tonight and i dont know why…i think i actually love it more then i lead on

monday and wednesdays are so stressful in class its so stupid…but thankfully i only have 7 days left of school…excited alert

this hyperness is getting me tired and making me sound like im a 16 year old girly dork…oh lord

i have gross coffee after taste in my mouth

its late and im deathly tired but i should go smock and prep for my presentation in class tomorrow

i have come to realize that even though i try and convince myself that i love fall and november i actually hate it b/c ever year like clock work something bad happens to me and i get all sad and depressed and the darkness of the season and the weather add to it and i just end up being a big ball of sadness until christmas…i hate it

matt and i had the same class today but i barely saw him and that makes me sad…and we didnt even get to watch degrassi together…best friend withdrawl

MUSIC – Beck – Lord Only Knows

ah yes…so last night was NOT a waste of an evening thankfully!!!

its was my dear friend Aracelis 20th birthday party and we partied in frickin style…

we went to chambar for dinner and ended up staying there for like 4 hours!!!

it was so classy but the good thing was that we all love tring to pretend that we are classy so it works out well…

even though we had reservations at 9 we had to wait 30 minutes because the people at our table would not leave…they were there for 4 hours and wouldn’t move…so they felt sorry for us and gave us free champagne…which was fine with us!!!

so we sat down and ordered some wine and talked…the menu was small and so were the portions but dear god was the food good!!!

matt and i shared some duck liver patte…which was interesting…and i had an octopus salad…which was SO good…it sounds gross but really wasn’t…

there were 8 of us there and we had a blast…we tried each others tiny dinners and drank wine and took pictures and talked mostly about school because we are all fashion students…araceli is a fashion student too but took a year off thats why shes not in any of our classes this semester…

for the cake araceli got one from 5 Senses and omg was that good too!!!

here are a couple pictures of the eve…CHEERS TO ARACELI – shelly, laura, me, ethan-her bf, araceliblowing out the candleswine it upa picture to prove that the hottest people wear thick black rimmed glassesARACELI and matt

for the Araceli Birthday Photo Essay click HERE…its super cool no doubt!

MUSIC – Cake – Stick Shifts and Saftey Belts