i survived two thousand and five…didnt really think i would actually…

when i look back on the year that was i can not even believe all the things i have been through…this was by far the most amazing…horrible…emotional…creative year ever…

a review if you will…

• broke up with my boyfriend of three years…to everyones dismay
• emotional stress galore
• TSUNAMI RELIEF CONCERT with on cool dude
• became overly obsessed with matt goods music and stole all my brothers cds
• matt introduced me to blogging…msn style
• got myself a crazy boy…but those find times ended fast
• ARTS COUNTY FAIR – Matt Good & Metric!!
• volunteered at my highschool and had a following of grade 8 posse
• went to new york and saw the rolling stones
• went to parties with crazy mexicans
• LIMBLIFTER
• got my wisdom teeth taken out
• finally got a real blog
• WARPED TOUR
• took some classes at UBC
• BECK
• had drunkin movie nights with my family – wayne and darth
• family vacations in the mountains with bruce cockbrun…
• family picnics
• FOX SEED PARTY
• continued to work in a wonderful office
• PNE
• PEARL JAM
• sleepover
• staring my third year of fashion school
• OASIS
• i got bangs
• I MET MATT GOOD…at a private concert
• failed my driving test
• finally got asked out by hot boy *heart*
• dance alert
• motorcycles!!!
• cute adventures
• METRIC
• halloween
• made crazy clothes in school
• MATT GOOD CONCERT!!!
• met wicked bloggers…made a weekend out of it
• australian visitors
• heart broken *sniffle*
• internship interviews
• classy affairs
• christmas parties
• photoshoot
• finally a hockey game
• christmas
• gangsta galore

the one thing i asked for in 2005 was to have experiences…good or bad…just expereinces…i wanted to stop being lame and sit at home doing nothing…i wanted to get out and live life…learn lessons…meet people…and it truly seems that i did all of that this year…there was a lot of emotional heart ache behind the scenes all through out the year…but in looking back at the list…with all the things i have done…i cant believe this is my life…

i am most thankful for is this blog and all the people i have met through it and all the opportunities that i got this year because of it…crazy how this internet works eh??

see you all in 2006…

MUSIC – Limblifter – Vicious

dario and i went to a hockey game last night…finland vs. america…i loved that everyone cheered for finland and hated america…no offense…but seriously…

i continued my gangsta i’m gonna beat the shit out of you face trend…it does me well…dario says i try to hard…im gonna beat the shit out of him…

the game was boring…except for the first period…lots of goals were scored and finland was winning…so instead i bored dario with stories about boys and family…

the game reminded me of D2 or D3…which ever one where the mighty ducks become team usa and they faced germany and then coach bombay tries to dress like the german coach and the players get mad…the movie made me have a huge crush on EMILIOOOOOOOOOO…im gonna go watch it now…

i brought home made christmas goodies in a ziplock bag…dario totally made fun of me…then ate it all…he thought it was SOOO funny that i brought cookies with jam on them…but i dont get it…

we went to starbucks and some guy totally hit on me…he was trying to make small talk about christmas…he was cute…

p.s. i totally love that you guys dig the last post…i so didnt wanna post so i just randomly wrote what came to my head…and now if i try that again it will totally be contrived and bad…

MUSIC – AC/DC – Thunderstruck

• boxing day was yesterday which meant all the rossis (dads side of the family) got together for christmas goodness
• as always we were badd ass gangstas
• i taught my little skater cousins how to be cool and gangstas
• jake and i talked about the time we were online and web camed it with mike
• jake and i took an emo pictures just for mike
• james wore a really hot argyle sweater
• james wore my ring and looked like a too cool gay model
• elise and i spent the eve hitting on each other thru text messages
• elise and i gossiped
• alexis seemed sad and we talked about beck
• alexis gave me back my beatles cd
• laura got the same cell phone as me
• laura and i were obsessed with our phones the whole night
• my dad kept looking at me in a pissed off way when i was taking pictures
• i knew it was all an act tho…cause i do the same thing
• i gave my uncle paul a magnet with a picture of himself being checky
• he showed everyone and said that i was going to take the picture and put it on hot singles.com
• there was a lot of jumping on people and goofing around
• and stealing shoes and hitting with pillows
• my brother wasnt there which made it less fun because him and jake didnt act stupid
• there were no after eights which made me mad
• they are boxing day tradition and my most favorite – chocolate and mint people…
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• i put all the pictures up on here so check them out…it explains
• there are some on here too…pretty much the same thing…but some of christmas too…

MUSIC – Blink 182 – I Won’t Be Home For Christmas

i think christmas is really more fun for kids…the anticipation of santa…having new toys to play with…visiting people…getting a new outfit to wear…

when you get older theres just not that wanting ness to get up early and run to the christmas tree…and half the time you really dont need or want anything because you just buy whatever you want through out the year anyways…and especially if you are alone on christmas it can be rather depressing and not fun at all…

i have to say that i was totally not looking forward to christmas this year but to my surprise it turned out better then expect…

as kids christmas was insane…we would get up early and open the presents in our stockings…then it was off to morning mass…then home again where my moms parents and my uncle and my aunt would all come over and we would open presents then have a big lunch together…then it would be off to go visit my dads parents out on their farm…and then off to one of my dads 9 brothers and sisters for dinner…it was a jam packed day…

now with everyone older and only one set of grandparents things are less hectic and less adventurous…

this year for christmas eve we went to my moms brothers house for dinner and presents…we drank ourselves silly with all these fancy drinks my uncle was mixing for us…my aunt always makes it a really classy affair…but we are all older now so gifts aren’t as fun and exciting…nor are there as much…my aunt got me this really classy brush set from MAC makeup…since she works there and all…

christmas morning i was dragged out of bed at 8:30…i could have slept for much longer…

we opened our stockings and presents and all…i got a whole bunch of cds…i FINALLY finished my matt good collection…i had always had my brothers cds and just never went out to go buy my own…but now i finally have them all…

i also finally got Ghostbusters 1 & 2 on dvd with a special book which i was excited about…and the usual underwear…mittens…scarfs…gift certificates…

i also FINALLY got a new cell phone…everyone use to make fun of me b/c my old one was a brick…thats what they called it and seriously it was a brick…my new phone is a much music phone so its got wicked features and ed the sock talking on it…and then i went and downloaded Oh Be Joyful as my ringtone and i was so excited…b/c its the actual song and not some gay version of it…

so after gift opening we all went to christmas mass…then home for a brunchy lunch…just us…then dad and i went to the cemetery to visit my grandparents and cousin…

then we came home and had a really small quiet dinner with just my moms parents…i thought it was going to be really lame and so anti social of us but it was kinda nice to just spend christmas like every other day and not this huge day of rushing and going crazy…

after that we went and crashed my parents friends party b/c they had invited us if we wanted to stop by…and it ended up being nice…i get along with most of my parents friends so it was good…and my brother played poker with the little kids…it was cute…

all in all it was a good christmas this year…i hope all you guys had good ones too!!!

MUSIC – Nerf Herder – I’ve Got A Boner For Christmas

MUSIC – Blink 182 – Happy Holidays You Bastard

so the twins went to the hockey game…

so in other words i took my brother…but look how crazy similar we are in the pictures…scary…

i got free tickets from work and the seats were sweet ass…

even tho we lost there was 13 goals scored which made it damn interesting…

when music came over the p.a. system steven and i had a contest to see who could name the most songs first…we both did pretty good…

this was the seconds canucks game i had ever been too…and it was hella exciting…steven bought me a canucks mini flag which i waved proudly…

the guys sitting next to us smelled like they had taken a bath in a tub full of swiss army colone…which usually i like…but on them it was awful…

here are the beautiful half timer girls skate team thing…they skated to some east indian music…it was interesting…and then one of the girls fell…

ahh the half time show with our mascot Fine…they sling shoot him across the ice…it was classic…

hes the coolest ever…

yes…a brawl…its really what hockey games are all about…

i dont really have any other pictures…other then a million blurry anson carter ones…

so we lost 6 – 7 but really who cares…well i do…but it was a good game with goals every two seconds and really i was just happy to be there…

this post seems really lame…

MUSIC – Motley Crue – Looks That Kill