i never really realized how much weather could affect someones mood as much as it does when you are already in a bad one…and even if your not totally in a bad mood shitty weather just puts you in the barrel with the rest of it…

its raining again and i never knew i could actually hate rain this much…i guess i can…its making me feel like death…from above…1979…

im at my internship right now and i get to spend all day taking pictures of clothes then photoshopping them and making them pretty…im quite excited about it…you tend to be more excited over the little things especially when you dont get to do them all the time…for example actually being on a computer at work that lets you blog and email people…

look at me being all classy in these pictures…its kinda funny how i can go from a total man dressed in scrubs helping my dad fix the car to a pretty dress and fancy beads…i have so many facets to me that i cant just stick with one and be that…sometimes i wanna be a skater…sometimes i wanna be a punk…sometimes i wanna be a stuck up rich girl from the hamptons…im so many things in one even i get confused…

i listened to weezer on the drive in this morning and sang every song…it was nice…i hadn’t done that in a while…

anyways i should go…its going to take me like 5 years to do this picture taking project…and it has to be done for tomorrow…

yea…well…we’ll see about that…

holla

**EDIT – the sun is now out and its hella bright…and im off work!!! oh goodness**

omg…im alive…thank god…

i have been running around all day and this is the first time i have been able to sit and relax all by myself all day long…i totally value my alone time and start to go crazy if i dont get some time in the day to sit and be by myself…

i just dropped matt off at the skytrain station after our usual monday dinner and degrassi…tonights episode was especially lame…they are currently dealing with ‘anorexic and bulimic’ issues…it was quite histerical…

today i am offically halfway done the semester…and i thank jesus for that…after 2 and a half years i am totally ready to move on…its time to get a job and kick school in the ass…

matt bought gay gold chains today as to look…i dont know…gangsta…or emo…or something…Oh and remind me that i have a great emo post for mikey tomorrow…it involves my brother and cousin jacob so you know its going to be good…

im doing a great black and white photo shoot with matt this weekend as part of my photography class…we have to use the same subject and same background and everything but we get to experiment with different types of lighting…so if anyone has any tips on great black and white film let me know…i want these to turn out good and not crappy making me waste money…

‘aight…its time to hit the sack…ive stressed out about enough pointless things today…

so last night was my cousins Kiki’s wedding…FINALLY…

although i have like 30 cousins there hasnt been a wedding in so long…the first bunch of cousins all got married when i was young and either not invited not old enough to remember…and since i am one of the oldest of the second bunch of cousins everyones too young to get married…

but last night we had our moment…an italian family wedding…small…but super fun

here are just a few highlights from the night…

steven and jake being dorks with their camera phones…shoes…of course…
alexis and i ready for dinner…we made a list of tacky things that we are going to do at her wedding…including walking down the isle to Tainted Love…its a wedding classic…
steven and jacob are in love…awww…
now they are bandits…a wedding tradition…
it took like 10 takes to get this one…they were quite proud of it…and finally…as you can clearly tell…my family is part of the italian mob…HA

yea…so i have like 30 cousins but i always take pictures of the same ones…im such a dork…but i do have a whole bunch more pictures which i would totally check out if i were you…they are super good and super funny…so click HERE and view to your hearts content…

it was good times…you guys should really get out and go to italian weddings…theres nothing like one…maybe i will have to invite you all to mine…oh wait…im not getting married…i’ll end up all old and alone…ahaha…so maybe i will just have an italian party for everyone!

awwww i just got off the phone with some of the coolest people i know …and im jealous…

mike called me from raymis blogger party and we chatted…then he pasted the phone onto krista…who is sweeter then sweet…and then onto screetus who is totally rad…but we all know that…and then ben…who was apologizing for something…to do with vancouver…tho i couldn’t really hear him or understand…but it was still nice!!!

at least they were talking about me…so i was kinda there in spirit…i should have made a cardboard cut out of myself and mailed to them so i could have ‘been’ there too…damnit why do i think of these things now…

awww i miss them all and want to be there hanging out with them all…except im not…im stuck at home on a friday night with homework! i know…its horrible…but its the only time this weekend i can do it…so yea…

i have nothing exciting to say other then the phone call update…im so jealous that im not there…but anyways…i got ketchup on my pants…damn you wendys $1.39 menu…my dog is pissing me off and dad drank all the beer…

maybe i’ll make a video and post it on buzznet…tho im not really fond of making videos…then you guys will all get to see just what kinda of a dork i am…

tomorrow is my cousins wedding…thank god…finally a wedding in the damn family…can we say – open bar – there shall be some grand pictures…and videos comin out of that one tomorrow…holla