who only have balls when there’s a camera around

just a short blog today as i just got back from work and am now off to school…

but some exciting news on the good front…looks like someone is going on a solo acoustic tour!!! you know what that means…another blog party with all us vancouverites and any others who wish to join…no date for vancouver yet but i think we all know that there will be one…obviously…so once the date is set we should start planning…i get way too excited over these things…


p.s. greatest picture of leck ever…wicked face…and he has an exclusive vancouver video shot by himself including cait and yours truly…so you should check that one out…

umm i think thats all…YAY for matt good concert…

who are you in love with this year?

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE!!!
today is not a day to be sad if your single…its a day to remember that smelly loves you all because you are all crazy cool and you are you and smelly wouldn’t change you even if she could!!

oh dearest valentines day…you come every years and ever year there are groups of people who protest you and hate you all because they are bitter and single…and then there are those who protest and hate all because they have someone and they are cheap and dont want to make the effort…

but really valentines day is not meant as a day to go all out and spend your life savings on someone just to show them how you feel…i mean hey if thats what you wanna do then do…but you dont have to…everyone knows that all the best gifts are home made anyways…the ones with the thought put into them…or even those really simple ones you send to someone whos not expecting it…

but i have to say…that even tho i am all ‘alone’ on valentines day i really couldn’t care less…i am finally happy and its been a long time coming…i think the weather has a large part to do with that…

through a year of personal heart aches i have come out ok…i have made wicked cool friends and have met people i would have never otherwise met…i have realized that i am totally good on my own…and im not one of those love struck people who always have to have someone on their arm…

i have found out that i can have my own personal interests and hobbies aside from those that my significant other has…and that may seem obvious to you…but to me and a three year relastionship…everything that i thought was really mine…was really his…i just kinda ‘stole’ it cause i didnt have any of my own…

friends are what its all about in the end…cause with out them you got nothing…and i have made some really good friends this past year…thank god for blogging…who knows what i would have done with myself…

so YAY…be in love…with anyone or thing for that matter…your mom…your dog…your pillow…your foot…and just know that someone out there is thinking of you and loves you…it may just be me…ahaha

ok im offically the biggest dork ever!

anyways…i hope everyones day was good…and better then mine…i did homework all day and ate chocolate! but it was fun…and then i served chad with divorce papers…i get the car and house…but apparently he still gets certain ‘ services’ …i guess he just wouldn’t be chad is he didnt fight in court for such things…ah well…

hugs and kisses

that was…INTENSE…(apparently thats a big word over on the island)…

so sunday was wicked cool…i was confused at first with the plans…b/c well i was hung over and didnt really know what was going on but we figured all out…

met leckery and cait down in english bay where they said there hotel was…we planned to go for dinner and they thought i was gonna tell them to come “all the way” out to burnaby where i live…but im like NO…english bay is 10 times cooler…

leckery was waiting on the cornor like a good old hooker for me…i saw him from a mile away but he didnt see me…cait was peeing in starbucks…just thought i would let you know…

leck thinks im a blogg celebrity…

as you can tell we are the coolest blogger around…all of us with our cameras taking pictures…we were actually taking pictures of caits lemon wrapped in cheese cloth…apparently they dont do this on the island…i didnt even know they did this in van dot…

we were being really big camera dorks…and leck was making comments about this picture that was hanging on the wall and how you could see the guys twigg and berries…and i was like well we are in the gay center of the city…so it makes sense…

i frickin love when caitlin gives this face…shes such a riot…she kept laughing at everything cause she was drunk and kept apologizing for it but i was so amused so it was all good…i couldnt stop laughing either…
i was sneaky and paid the bill with out them knowing so they tried to give me 20 bucks but i wouldn’t take it…so leck made it into a plane and tried to fly it over to me…but it didnt work…
we went back to the hotel from some good times…the only thing leck brought with him for the weekend was 10 pounds of electronic equipment and socks…
cait was doin ‘mug shots’ …it was intense…
we had a live proformace from matt good – in other words leck played his music from his laptop…but it was still pretty sweet…
aww look its us…leck kept freaking out saying – but your from the internet and now your sitting right here – and i was laughing b/c yea its a bit weird finally meeting people you talk to all the time on the internet but it was totally rad…
i have no idea what was going on right here…

aww we are the cutest ever…
leck was checking out the gays across the street in their appartments…apparently there was a lot of bending over…
taking the good stuff for the road…

i drove them to the canucks game…and we listened to matt good and pretended like we knew all this stuff about him and pointed out all these things like – thats where matt buys his shoes…and thats where he taks his dogs for walks – and then we stopped and totally realized we were being sketchy…hahah but it was funny

anyways…YOU GUYS WERE TOTALLY COOLIO…im coming to visit you…and PETER (apparently im dating him according to leck) this summer!!!

on the way to the party there was a club full of drag queens and gothic half naked transvestites…we wanted to go there instead

james is 21 now
these are all his friends who i dont know…nor did i talk to them…ha
james older brother daves – who i think looks like billy corgan – friend kevin who flys planes…he made fun of me for liking corduroy…and hes 37…what THIRTYSEVEN…
james being a fag with my ring…
yes hes my cousin…my really drunk cousin
we is so hot
this is actually a very classic james picture…i have many that look like this…
i totally didnt take lots of pictures…one because my other cousin elise ditched us b/c half the people she came with were at the back of the line and didnt get in…so they all went to some other bar leaving me with peeps i didnt know…but it turned out coolio…

and chad was there too with his buddy ryan…but i only saw them for a short bit since i was fiestaing it up with family and people i didnt know…and i have no pictures to prove any of this…tis ok…i will be seeing him and leckery and cait in like an hour anyways…

im so not feeling good…