im at school right now and im suppose to be drawing some nice mens wear inspired by motorcycles and cigars but im totally not…obviously…i hate being at school and just want to go home and work…i dont know why i can never get anything done here…

at lunch we sat at the table next to hot 4th year interior design boy and i was like drooling over him…since im only here one day a week i haven’t seen him in forever and at first i didnt recognize him with out his glasses but oh my he is dreamy…

matt says hi…hes busy drawing flats

last night was sashas birthday party…we went to the capris lounge which was supa nice and im totally going back there soon with hot people…its my new favorite place…

after that we went to this gangsta club called the plaza…and we stood there for half an hour even tho we were on the guest list cause some of the chicas appeared to be too intoxicated and the bouncers were being asses…but eventually we got in…

the place was nice…i had never been before…the music wasnt really my style…even tho i pretend to be gangsta i totally know none of the music…so it was cool when they played some of the songs i knew…and then they busted out and played the strokes…and im like thats odd…but we danced…

didnt stay out too late nor did i drink tonz…wasnt in the mood to full on go crazy…

also didnt take any pictures…cause i felt like a dork…tho i should have totally wipped it out…oh well…

and my face is on fire…my doc. gave me some cream to use to clear up my skin and i swear its burning it off…gross alert…

ahh well…dinners ready…

ahh…im tired
wow its been a long week…lame and long!
i passed my driving test and now i have my full license…thank god thats over with…now i can get my motorcycle license…

it hella snowed thursday night which was crazy and unexpected and i was like how am i going to drive to work tomorrow morning…but then it all turned out good
theres no snow on the groud any more

ive been in a rut of un happiness and its driving me crazy
i think i gotta move out…i think i gotta go it alone…there just one problem…money
so i dont know what to do…be in this mood for a year until i graduate or i dont even know…
its not that living at home is death…i just need to be on my own in the worst way
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in other news we still haven’t even booked the trip to hawaii and australia so who knows what the hell is going on with that…we are suppost to leave in a month but i dont want to think about it cause it will stress me out…
my mother has this thing with having to book vacations like the second after school is over which means i get to freak and stress about school and internship and australia all at the same time…

im going to sashas birthday party tonight and matts ditching me for some classy dinner party so im mad at him…

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its currently snowing side ways…

sorry for the lack of posts and being online and reading blogs…my laptop died as it usually does every now and again so i have to use the family computer which is rare cause my brothers always on it and ive been stress galored which has made me crazy…

but anyways…

when i was in grade 5 i had this crush on a beautiful boy named marko…he liked the detroit red wings which meant i liked the detroit red wings…we played football at lunch and i was always on his team…

one day at lunch my friends and i were playing truth or dare…i picked dare as usual…and so they told me to go up to marko and grab his ass…i laughed and was like fine i will…they didn’t beileve me so they followed me to the four square game he was playing (4 square was hella popular in my day) and i proceeded to sneak up behind him and take two large handfulls of ass…right in front of the entire grade 5 class…it was priceless…

marko freaked out and didnt know what was going on…everyone burst into laughter…and as what boys do when you are in grade 5…he chased me around the school…but i totally know that he liked it…

from that day forward it was the joke of the class…and anytime i wanted something from marko and he wouldn’t give it to me i threatened him with another ass grab…needless to say i would always get what i asked for…

i felt this shirt was quite appropriate…not only do i steal pants…i also grab peoples asses…