ahhhhhhhhhhhh allergies

and im not even allergic to stuff (other then cat fur) but my eyes and nose and everything is going crazy…there must be something in the air that my nose doesnt like and its not fun at all…ksjdfhkshfdks…im totally sick and gross and sick…

so my computer is being an asshat and ever since i got back from austalia it has been cracking the shits on me so i have decided to just deleate the hell out of it and re-install it all so that its nice and easy and works…but that means that i also have to re upload ever single cd i have again which is the largest bitch…but i guess its a small price to pay for a working computer…so i have to save everything i want to keep today and then my cousin is coming over to work his magic tomorrow so im not sure how long my computer will be down for so…if im not back asap you know where i am…

my cousin alicia from austalia is coming up here now in a few months so im super excited…i know i just saw her but now she is coming here to my country and its going to be k-i-c-k-a-s-s

notice how none of my posts have points anymore…thats cause i have nothing to say that is relevant…

im putting no effort into anything

a hoy hoy

my new favorite word is ass hat…but i dont know if its asshat or ass hat…none the less i have spent the entire day calling everything an asshat…its quite enjoyable…

i have rediscovered the joys of having a 5 disc cd player…theres one in the living room and with the majority of the house hold usually gone during the day it allows me to pop in 5 of my favorite and random it up…i friggin love it…

yesterday as we drafted matt made me watch jerry springer and it was hella painful… ‘pimps, hoes, and larry’ was the title…and everyone on there was definitly an asshat…some guy was pimping out his sister and the sisters husband was all pissed off at him…the pimp was named larry…

i painted a picture today but during the process i realized that half the paint i bought is really the shits and so the picture didnt turn out as colourful as i had hoped…

if someone tells you you should marry him over msn does that even count??? i didnt think so

i know its kinda early…but i went to bed early last night and just slept right through and it was so nice to sleep…even tho i am still tired and would have stayed in bed longer i cant…cause matts going to be here soon and im still in my pjs…we are going to draft myself a coat *excited*

anyways…there are other things to be excited about…i got a birthday card in the mail from colin and he sent me really cool buttons which i will wear proudly…it was super snazzy and sweet of him!!!

i also got my chili peppers box set in the mail and even though it cost just as much as the tickets to the concert it was so worth it cause when i opened it up i was like WHOA stuff alert…it came in this great big box with the 2 cds and dvd, a booklet, a bag of marbles, a top, what looked like a book of matches but was a book of little papers, and a hand written note from each chili pepper…it was way cool and way spacy…

i freakin love the red hot chili peppers and the concert in the fall is going to be super coolio!!!

YAY for things coming in the mail!

i found this picture on post secret and even though there are many danielles out there…it just kinda stuck with me…

its 3 in the morning and i cant sleep…my stomach hurts and i went out tonight and am having one of those nights where every time i close my eye i like renact the evening and so i dont know if i am actually asleep or away…i hate those kinds of nights…so here i am

im listing to matt good…which is different for me cause i gave him up a while ago just cause everytime i listened to him it reminded me of stuff i didnt want to be reminded of…but tonight its ok to be reminded of it…cause it doesnt matter any more…holla matt good

i wish i was able to sleep

well i have never seen so many dead bugs and gross things in my life…that shed was frightening…and the thing is…is its not your typical gross backyard shed that you might be thinking about…it looking like another room of the house just not attached…needless to say it was by far the biggest bug cemetery i had ever seen…

the first order of business was to clear out all the chairs and books and boxes that had been stored in there for god knows how long…but the bugs everywhere were just crazy…once everything was out i dont know how many times we had to sweep and vacuum and wash everything…it was a lot of work…

and then when we went to hose everything down the water just sat there and didnt move until it accumulated in the corner of the shed and eventually it all drain somehow…we figure theres got to be some major crackage going on in the corner if all the water was able to drain from there…thats prob. were all the bugs come from so we are going to have to cock that or something….haha cocking…but anyways…

we spent the whole day cleaning it and it was all wet so we never got a chance to paint…thats going to have to be the next step after the cocking…but i think we need to buy paint for the walls and stuff too…matt says everythings going to be painted glossy white except for one wall which will be black – can you tell he is into minimalisum? – but its going to look so good…i love these big summer projects that involve renovation and re decorating…maybe i should have gotten into that and not fashion…oh well…
so the status on the shed is that its clean – relatively – and its all gotta dry until we cock and paint it!!! lets hopw we get that done next week…

omg yesterday i was so sick it wasnt even funny…it was like the death of all deaths …my stomach was killing me…so badly that my legs went numb from the pain and i was tring to cry but everything hurt so much that i couldnt…i almost had to go to the hospital cause it wouldnt stop…damn you womens probelm *shakes fist* i probably should go the doctors to check it out because i may have ovarian cysts or something crazy ass painful like that…its hurt before but never as bad as yesterday…

anyways today i am way better thank god…it still hurts but its managable…and i have to go to matts cause we are building a studio in this shed of his in the back yard so we are going to clear it out today and buy some furnature and make it ghetto cool so that i can spend every day in the summer sewing away in a sweet as studio…

i started to read peters book yesterday and omg its so good…i couldnt put it down last night but i was so tired and it was so late that i had to…but i am hoping to finish it today cause i want to know what happens…

and patz got his mail!!! damn you canada post for taking 500 years…

ok i have to go move and building and stuff

i was on msn last night and some random guy added me and started to chat with me…

i hate when people do this…i like talking to people who i know through blogging or those who i meet in person and then give me their email addresses cause they are actually nice normal people…the people who find me through msn searches and stuff are always these crazy ass guys with too much time on their hands and can barely speak english or just want to talk to me cause they think i am hot…

so this guy starts talking to me and every word he writes comes up as some stupid emoticon…so i can barely understand what he is saying plus there are 1000 blinking colourful things on the screen…

right away my ‘this guy is crazy’ siren goes off…the only people who talk on msn and have emoticons to replace actual words are kids and freeks…no self respecting person includes 5 – 10 emoticons in every sentence of a normal conversation…

so i ask him his age…he says 30…im like ARE YOU KIDDING ME…you are 30 and spending your time on msn searching for people to talk to based on their appearence and you use emoticons in conversations…dear god

needless to say i blocked and deleated him asap…i just dont get people like that…every person who has ever added me to msn that i didnt previously know either through friends or blogs has been a nut bar…

bloggers are totally different from those who just find random people on msn to chat with cause they have no life…i just have to shake my head

what is this world coming to?