Archive for November, 2006

im going to cry myself a river

Wednesday, November 22nd, 2006
*insert a large number of frustrated and emo symbols here*

this project is so much work…and everything is taking ten times longer to do…naturally…i need a hug…cause the stress is mounting…and im ’bout ready to fall apart…i know i will love it once im done it…i just cant wait for that point…

is it worth it…let me work it

Monday, November 20th, 2006
the pictures are blurry and that makes me mad…but im not going to do anything about it…

its finally coming together…’s aboot time i tell you…got 3 more days to gett’er done…and im sure i’ll be able to deliver…fo sho…i have so many fabrics its pretty insane…holla at me fabric headers…i love missy elliott…and i figured out the greatest way to display my flats…so snazz…

so its pretty wicked to be a vancouverite this past weekend…grey cup champions and the canucks were able pull a win out of their asses…i love taylor pyatt…the post game celebrations where pretty up in that…

i watched three episodes of greys anatomy today…taped ones because i keep missing them…and they made me cry…yes that right…i cried…but whatever they were good episodes…i love dr. mc dreamy…but then again so does everyone…

is it wrong to think that someone is totally hot…but then also think that their arch nemesis is totally hot too??? i’ll have to wait and see…

shot gun bang…whats up with that thang…i wanna know how does it hang

Saturday, November 18th, 2006

ok so heres the deal…

photoshop and illustrator do not like each other and will not run at the same time
my computer is apparently out of virtual memory
i want to shoot myself
last night i went to the beer and scotch fest with chad and vanessa
i stole pictures from vanessa
and everything on chads blog is stolen from me
i drank beer and scotch
tomorrow is the grey cup but i have too much work to do so i cant go out to the bar and watch it
dario and will are going to the cambie
that makes me jealous
oasis just came on the radio
and how
slave labour continues…

i should go download some salt n’ pepa…i use to know all the words

paint your smile on your lips blood red nails on your fingertips

Friday, November 17th, 2006
the water actually is totally gross…
i just had a shower…
and was grossed out…
it looks like the colour of scotch…
cept it doesnt burn on the way down…
which is a good thing…
maybe…
i should get dressed…
right-o…

your love is like BAD MEDICINE bad medicine is what i need

Thursday, November 16th, 2006
my uncle dropped off a bunch of cds and now i am on a bon jovi roll…BJ…interesting…i never knew how to spell medicine, among other things, but now thanks to BJ i do…BAD MEDICINE…it will be in my head all day now…on repeateettetteee…

i dont really have anything to say or any time to think about what to say but i felt the need to tell you all about bad medicine…

i wonder if we’re going to white spot again tonight…humm….

i hate my life, its full of strife, give me a knife…

Wednesday, November 15th, 2006
- a poem inspired last night by the vancouver canucks…but lets not talk about that disaster…

its dark and the rain is coming down hard…im not moving from this house for the next 24 hours so really it can just rain and be as dark as it likes…i love sitting here with no lights on, no music on and just let the sound of the rain drops entertain my ears…im pretty sure i heard thunder last night…

yesterday i registered for my last semester EVER…Which was both thurally exciting and a little sad…especially when the last four years of my life have been so specifically planned out…And ivy been in school since i was 5 its weird to think that next year will be something entirely different…i got one of my teachers to go through all the flats i had drawn out yesterday and to show me where i need to make some changes…she kept going from being nice about it to giving me attitude about it…i really didnt understand why…i swear she sits there and judges me all the time…and im actually not the only one that thinks that…

so i have to re vamp my flats, buy the last of my fabrics, get coloured paper for my portfolio, buy old sweaters at value village, figure out my portfolio layout, figure out my colour ways, and make a final sku plan…among other things…

i left my alarm set last night which meant that it went off at 7 this morning…and instead of turning it off i just let it ring…then snooze…10 minutes later ring…then snooze…and i did this until 8…i think i thought i would get up early…

its still dark and rainy

felice…stanco…triste…ammalato…arrabbiato…ti amo

attitude is a defense mechanism

Monday, November 13th, 2006
i need more time…
MORE TIME…

then maybe i should stop dancing to david bowie and do some friggin work…