so weirdest thing ever

i woke up yesterday at 4 in the morning choking because my throat was so swollen i couldn’t breath…it was very traumatic…

i forced myself to go to work even though i felt like ass because i knew there was priority stuff i needed to do and had i not gone in to do it they would have gone crazy…so i went…and i almost died…and did what i had to do…and when i was done i bolted out of there…

i went to the clinic to get it checked out cause my boss we all concerned it was strep throat and thats the last thing i need right now…they did a swab and sent it for tests then sent me home…i felt horrible all day…

this morning i wake up…throat all clogged…but i knew i really didnt have a choice but to go in today…

its 4:30 now and i feel perfectly fine…how the hell did that happen??? i mean i still feel somewhat gross but in comparison to yesterday im 85% better…all of a sudden…its very very strange…

white spot morning after the make love to my balls party


i was very much not feeling it in the picture


we had to wait 40 minutes for our food…damn family of 8






i actually felt way to sick to eat it all…because my stomach can be very sensitive and retarded at times…




matts new dior homme coat from holt renfrew

anyways this morning at work there was a pile of papers on my desk that said URGENT…which meant from 9 – 12 30 when i finished it i was stressing out of my mind…which is NOT good when you are sick/partially getting over sickness…

now i must finish up my work and rush home cause chadwick is taking me out on a christmas date (!!!) and we are going to the stanley park christmas train which is something i have wanted to do for the past 5 years and have never gone so i am happy someone is FINALLY taking me!!!

i am HIGHLY excited…