I am going to spare you the details of my life right now. There is nothing positive worth sharing. I just really hope that at least half of my life get back to normal in time for the weekend so I’m not a disaster as I attempt to make Chads parents dinner for the first time.
There is a lot of stuff going on in my life right now that I don’t blog about. A lot of bad stuff. Bad stuff in that, its negative. Nothing between Chad & I, but a lot with family and people we know. A lot of stuff that is personal and stressful and worrisome. Stuff I obviously do not feel the athority to blog about. Stuff that maybe only 3 people know about.
If I seem a little weird, or on edge, its because I have a lot on my plate. A lot of stuff that is going on all around me that I have no control over. It just really feels like everything that could possibly go wrong with anybody and everybody I know, does go wrong. My mind is off thinking about too many things half the time.
I still try and find the positive out of every day and I’m not about to go dig out a hole and bury myself in it, but sometimes I stop to think about it all, or I tell the stories to Claudia during our morning coffee meeting and I think to myself, ‘Holy Crap, how much more can go wrong?’ I know it feels like every other post is about something bad that has happened, or something thats gone wrong, but its because things KEEP happening that are negative and unfathemable. Maybe if I listed them all out you would understand.
I just want you to know that this is not normally me. These last 8 months have been the exception.
And no, its ok. I don’t have to talk about.
I don’t even know why I wrote this post.
on August 20th, 2009 at 9:58 pm
I looooooove you :)
would a lemon cranberry square make everything better?
no?
I’ll see what else I can do to help!
on August 20th, 2009 at 11:38 pm
I think what she really needs Alicia is a grapefruit vodka in a giant glass… ;)
on August 20th, 2009 at 11:43 pm
ahh yes…Palm Bay solves most of life’s problems!!!