It astonishes me how little some people care. How you can do all the right things and the moment you need an ounce of sympathy from them they change the subject. Dealing with people like that is emotionally draining and I am already emotionally drained today.

The plan was for Chad to drive me to work, drop me off, and drive himself to work. A good plan if we didn’t have the back ally from hell. With all the rain we received last night we were in good spirits that the roads would be clear of snow and the drive to work would be a piece of cake. We made it half way down our alley and got stuck. Then a car decided to come down in the opposite direction even though he could see we were stuck. So Chad got out in the pouring rain and tried to push the car. It didn’t work. Then the man in the other car got out to help. That didn’t work either. We were out there for an hour in the pouring rain and the only place we were able to move/steer the car was into a snow bank, where it is currently sitting. I completely lost it and grabbed a shovel and started digging as fast as I could. Chad looked like a drown rat and the last thing I wanted was for him to get sick or blow his knee. It was a lost cause and we gave up leaving the car there. I burst into tears. I was so cold and wet and frustrated. I called my Mom who thankfully was off work and she was able to come pick me up. Chad ended up staying home. 

I am now the most miserable person on the planet. It’s not a good week.

I have to go to the hospital tomorrow. I wasn’t going to say anything about it but I might as well. The mood in my cornor is emo. Thank you Mikey for infecting me. I have to get a biopsy done on this here lump on my throat. I don’t know exactly what is going to happen but its making me feel quite un easy. Thankfully someone around here cares enough to have given me the whole day off in order to relax and recover.

Hopefully something around here will become positive.